I know I have been a huge fucking douche to a lot of people lately, and for that I am sorry, and I want to start over with you. However, I want an apology from you too for being way too harsh in your reply to me. I don't care how true your statement was, the only thing that matters to me is how hurt I am inside. I know, it sounds stupid, but what you said was too damn harsh and really shook me and tore me to pieces for a moment. I am genuinely hurt and depressed thanks to you. Here are my requests that if not fulfilled, I will take back my apology and we will continue being hostile towards each other (something I really don't want):
- An apology on your news post. It has to be sincere and kind.
- You taking back ALL of your statements, regardless of how true.
- You to never insult me again.
- One positive five star review on what you feel is my best work, and a five vote.
- And for you to try and forgive what I have done.
In exchange, I will make an art thread apologizing to the entire art forum, vote five and review five on one of your works, and keep my activity to a new art thread that I will create that has no negative comments, arguments, etc, and will only post completed sketches, practice sketches, and finished drawings, etc, and respond minimally to anyone's comments, and I will only post on other art forums in a positive manner, and if it happens to be a "draw this" thread, I will participate and I will not respond to anyone else unless they are talking to me.
I want to try and start over with the whole art forum, but I need your end of the bargain fulfilled first. I know I have been a royal pain in the ass, and to those that stuck with me even through all of the shit headed your way, thank you very much, and I love you (no homo), but NOTHING and I do mean NOTHING compares to what you said to me in your thread. It was hurtful on a genuine degree, and for that, I want my requests from you met, and in exchange I will fulfill my end of the deal.